I seem to be having a watery week, literally. The week started off with my kitchen faucet not shutting off. While under repair, water spewed upward, drenching the contents in my kitchen cupboard and cookbooks, creating puddles of water to mop up. Then the main water valve to the house leaked water, resulting in a puddle on the floor. Next, the porch outside my front door is power washed, resulting in a nice puddle trail of muddy water running through my kitchen. After so many consecutive water follies over a 4 day period, I have to ask, "What is going on, symbolically!?"
Spiritually, water has been known to represent emotions, clearing, and cleansing. Scientist, Dr. Emoto, has shown that water is conscious, and definitely has the ability to 'speak' to us at a molecular level. Water is also a huge energy conductor, which, I've noticed I have been running stronger surges of healing energy through my body... To gain more insight, I asked my higher self what these watery experiences have been indicating or trying to tell me. Here's what came through:
'You are undergoing a process of clearing the old to make way for the new. De-cluttering so to speak. Clearing away what no longer serves on an emotional level, reaching new heights in your consciousness. Cleaning up emotional baggage. The water happenings are just symbolic of reflecting what is happening internally inside of you right now. All is well. Continue to allow the rest to unfold and get to work.' (the last 3 words were conveyed humorously; my guides tend to be funny) :D
Very interesting as I have not been feeling overly emotional, but perhaps these changes are very subtle and gradual. Perhaps it is a foreshadowing of something major that is to come. Or, I really need to 'get down to work' and clean up old resentments, now. Time will tell. 'In my book,' experiences like this are not a fluke! It signals to me that the Universe is sending a loud message to pay attention to. As a result, I am more aware of my emotional landscape, actively healing old hurts, and feeling grateful for the changes that are taking place, noticeable or unnoticeable. Fluke or not, clearing emotional baggage is always a good thing.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Integrity On All Levels
How many of you often feel incongruent in your personal vs. spiritual vs. professional roles? Or have the self awareness to acknowledge where these misalignment's occur? Or, perhaps you are aware but choose to not address such incongruencies?
I know for myself it hasn't been an easy road addressing inconsistencies within my personality and ego desires that have bled into personal, spiritual, and professional roles. No matter how much I have tried to convince or justify that these are all separate and compartmentalized, more examples surface that say otherwise. The choice comes down to either continuing to ignore or getting real with yourself.
In order to get honest, sometimes you just need to let yourself off the hook.... You are human just like anyone else. Just because you are somebody's teacher, doctor, lawyer, authority, parent, expert, etc., does not mean you are not subject to life's temptations that are not serving, or fall into fear's influences. We are all here to learn or we would not be on the planet. The experiences we have are set up to teach us. Take the judgment out and we can progress through life's lessons much more gracefully. I can certainly look back on many past situations and see that from what I know now, there were higher, less painful ways I could have chosen. As a result, I have been able to be much more loving with myself and others when 'tested' again. This is what we call evolution!
We are human, we are flawed. Being congruent on all levels is a practice. If I want to have strong integrity in my profession, I must cultivate a strong sense of integrity personally, emotionally, and spiritually. For me, in order to be in integrity on all levels, I must be willing to be honest about my feelings and vulnerabilities. Be aware of when I am operating from a place of fear, be willing to dismiss it in order to address whatever the fear defense is shielding me from. It's not always easy confronting fear but get in the habit of choosing it to be. Ultimately there is nothing to fear and we all are vulnerable and it's ok.
I find great strength in vulnerability, it is like a 'zero point' to me. When I am completely vulnerable, stripped away of all defenses, there is nothing that can threaten me because there are no defenses to threaten. From this 'zero point'/vulnerable vantage place, infinite possibilities exist because I am not limited by a false sense of reality that defenses provide.
Now is the time more than ever to 'clean house' of personal defenses that keep you stuck in fear, limitation. Now is the time to practice being in the heart center, knowing it is safe to be there, let the rest fall away. "But, if I do that, I won't have any boundaries and people will just walk all over me!" "But if I do that I'll be irrational and lost." "But, but, but...." Stop the "buts" and just be in the heart now. It is all knowing and will lead you on the highest/best path once your limited beliefs and fears are out of the way. Trust the truth that resides in the heart, this is the purest form of discernment. You are more vulnerable when guilded with fear, you are buying into some incongruent illusion that you have created or that someone else created. When in fear- you are stuck and cannot move. Ask fear what it is trying to say to begin to move out of it. When you choose love, everything dissolves away, you are free and fluid.
Stay true to what you know to be in your heart, the rest will be taken care of. You are truly an infinite, unlimited being, capable of anything that you desire. All you have to do is believe and it will be so.
I know for myself it hasn't been an easy road addressing inconsistencies within my personality and ego desires that have bled into personal, spiritual, and professional roles. No matter how much I have tried to convince or justify that these are all separate and compartmentalized, more examples surface that say otherwise. The choice comes down to either continuing to ignore or getting real with yourself.
In order to get honest, sometimes you just need to let yourself off the hook.... You are human just like anyone else. Just because you are somebody's teacher, doctor, lawyer, authority, parent, expert, etc., does not mean you are not subject to life's temptations that are not serving, or fall into fear's influences. We are all here to learn or we would not be on the planet. The experiences we have are set up to teach us. Take the judgment out and we can progress through life's lessons much more gracefully. I can certainly look back on many past situations and see that from what I know now, there were higher, less painful ways I could have chosen. As a result, I have been able to be much more loving with myself and others when 'tested' again. This is what we call evolution!
We are human, we are flawed. Being congruent on all levels is a practice. If I want to have strong integrity in my profession, I must cultivate a strong sense of integrity personally, emotionally, and spiritually. For me, in order to be in integrity on all levels, I must be willing to be honest about my feelings and vulnerabilities. Be aware of when I am operating from a place of fear, be willing to dismiss it in order to address whatever the fear defense is shielding me from. It's not always easy confronting fear but get in the habit of choosing it to be. Ultimately there is nothing to fear and we all are vulnerable and it's ok.
I find great strength in vulnerability, it is like a 'zero point' to me. When I am completely vulnerable, stripped away of all defenses, there is nothing that can threaten me because there are no defenses to threaten. From this 'zero point'/vulnerable vantage place, infinite possibilities exist because I am not limited by a false sense of reality that defenses provide.
Now is the time more than ever to 'clean house' of personal defenses that keep you stuck in fear, limitation. Now is the time to practice being in the heart center, knowing it is safe to be there, let the rest fall away. "But, if I do that, I won't have any boundaries and people will just walk all over me!" "But if I do that I'll be irrational and lost." "But, but, but...." Stop the "buts" and just be in the heart now. It is all knowing and will lead you on the highest/best path once your limited beliefs and fears are out of the way. Trust the truth that resides in the heart, this is the purest form of discernment. You are more vulnerable when guilded with fear, you are buying into some incongruent illusion that you have created or that someone else created. When in fear- you are stuck and cannot move. Ask fear what it is trying to say to begin to move out of it. When you choose love, everything dissolves away, you are free and fluid.
Stay true to what you know to be in your heart, the rest will be taken care of. You are truly an infinite, unlimited being, capable of anything that you desire. All you have to do is believe and it will be so.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Stargate Open
Welcome to the 4th dimension everyone. We have already entered this new dimension of awareness that involves loving compassionate heart consciousness, some of us are more aware of this than others. This new state of awareness has to do with no longer buying into fear and simply choosing to love and trust, much like our ancient ancestors of Lemuria.
Earlier this month, I had the honor and privilege to join two of my friends and fellow lightworkers on Orcas Island to open a Stargate that resides there. This is not the type of Stargate you hear about in sci-fi movies, but an energy vortex of the earth that is a doorway into other states of awareness and inter-dimensional beings, who wish to assist humanity in our waking up process. There are about a dozen on the globe. My two friends had been working with this Stargate for almost 10 years on Orcas but had not been able to unlock it. About 6 months ago it became apparent that I was to be the 3rd that completed the 'holy trinity' that needed to be in place for this particular Stargate to open.
Not knowing quite what I was getting myself into, I went forth with trust and confidence in my experience and in my higher self and guides to instruct. The 3 of us arrived at the waterfall on Orcas, trees had fallen across the pathway leading up to it, which almost felt as if the dark lords were putting these obstructions before us to deter. The 3 of us had energetically calibrated to each other, our guides, and with the Stargate before approaching it, to strengthen our connection for this work. I stood in front of the waterfall, my 2 partners on the right and left of it. We all began working with the immense energy, as the Stargate began to open. The energy grew more and more in intensity, it felt like we were being blown backward as if we were in a wind storm but it was energy we were contending with. I found my body arching backward into the attunement pose I take at 'The One Gathering,' but this energy was 5x stronger. I was very grateful for all of the physical muscle and yoga training I had been doing as my body held in a backward chair pose bend for what seemed like 10 minutes. My partners were energetically anchoring me so I could remain stable but there were moments when I wasn't sure how I could physically continue this position. Once the energy seemed to peak and level, I was able to move my body into an upright standing position, thank goodness. It was then our intuitive hit to join together on the bank of the waterfall stream and travel into the opened Stargate. We had created an energetic transport to carry us into the portal, and away we zoomed.
Traveling inter-dimensionally, I had the awareness of our surroundings in the woods, our bodies, but at the same time, an awareness of traveling through dimensions. After cruising through a tube like portal, we come to an abrupt stop and are now before another 'door.' One of my partners, Sam, had to unlock it by channeling a strange language that involved sound and tone frequencies. As she was doing this, I could sense dark beings multiplying and moving in, surrounding us. I felt like I was in a Star Wars movie, as I held them off, shooting frequencies of energy out of my hands, calling upon my guides and Arch Angels, definitely feeling my warrior coming out. What seemed like in the nick of time, Sam, got us through, and we zoomed once again, traveling through more dimensions before coming to another halt. Now before another door that is much larger and more complex to decode.
Sam's sister, Babs, is the one to decode this doorway. Babs had been carrying a code within her since she was a child and didn't realize it until that moment. She began working, and again, I sensed the darker beings not happy with what we were doing, as I continued to hold them off, and energetically support Babs. As Babs was working, all the sudden she burst into tears, sobbing, she was very frightened. I wasn't sure what was going on, but I assured her she was ok, there's nothing to be afraid of, and to be in her heart. She finally worked through whatever was going on and broke the code and away we went and were brought into our final destination within this Stargate. Much later when we were processing the experience, Babs revealed that she was told she would turn to stone if she told the secret- unlock the code- lies that the dark lords had told her as a young child.
When we arrived into this next space, we were greeted by 3 beings of which we discerned to be Lemurians, ancient beings from Atlantean times. They were so very grateful, pleased, and happy that we had opened the Stargate. The loving energy we felt from them was like no other love I have ever felt- all encompassing, pure love, very clear and healing. They gave us many gifts, that are still being revealed to me. My feeling is they upgraded my skills and ability to channel energy, as well as attuned us to their Lemurian energy- high loving, healing frequency. It was like they had been waiting for us and it felt like a very mutual partnership, the humans of the earth have to unlock these Stargates in order to allow these healing energies and 'secrets' of these golden ancient civilizations out. These beings want to help us evolve in our hearts, love and cherish each other, work in harmony and union. By opening these Stargates, I believe it unlocks this loving energy to aid in our shift in consciousness that is presently happening.
After spending some time with these beings of loving light, it was time for us to travel back to the 3rd/4th dimension that we came from. We jumped on our transporter and back it took us. It was like ascending from the bottom of the ocean floor up to the top of the sea. When we were fully out of the portal, we were quite altered. With the awareness of inter-dimensions, it felt something like an LSD trip- the surreal quality of surroundings. Our energetic frequencies were very elevated, making it challenging to be in the usual 3D/4D awareness. It took about 48 hours to acclimate to our Earth plane 4D existence.
From this experience, I am much more aware of the difference between 3D and 4D consciousness. Globally, we are all calibrating to 4D consciousness, and once you become aware of this, the shift feels more fluid/comfortable. It involves releasing fear, and being heart centered in compassion. I reside in 4D consciousness, and 5D when the energy in my environment can support it's higher frequency.
I am still processing what happened at the waterfall/stargate, and have been effected greatly by the upgrades the beings gave me. My energy channels throughout my body are 2x larger then before and I am now a walking portal, able to open one up anywhere. What I know thus far about using this portal, is that it is for manifesting, abundance, and love. Love is the key to abundance and this is what I am to teach, and bring forth the high frequency of Lemurian loving energy to all who wish to receive to transform the planet.
More to come about 4D consciousness- how to embrace and let go gracefully!
Earlier this month, I had the honor and privilege to join two of my friends and fellow lightworkers on Orcas Island to open a Stargate that resides there. This is not the type of Stargate you hear about in sci-fi movies, but an energy vortex of the earth that is a doorway into other states of awareness and inter-dimensional beings, who wish to assist humanity in our waking up process. There are about a dozen on the globe. My two friends had been working with this Stargate for almost 10 years on Orcas but had not been able to unlock it. About 6 months ago it became apparent that I was to be the 3rd that completed the 'holy trinity' that needed to be in place for this particular Stargate to open.
Not knowing quite what I was getting myself into, I went forth with trust and confidence in my experience and in my higher self and guides to instruct. The 3 of us arrived at the waterfall on Orcas, trees had fallen across the pathway leading up to it, which almost felt as if the dark lords were putting these obstructions before us to deter. The 3 of us had energetically calibrated to each other, our guides, and with the Stargate before approaching it, to strengthen our connection for this work. I stood in front of the waterfall, my 2 partners on the right and left of it. We all began working with the immense energy, as the Stargate began to open. The energy grew more and more in intensity, it felt like we were being blown backward as if we were in a wind storm but it was energy we were contending with. I found my body arching backward into the attunement pose I take at 'The One Gathering,' but this energy was 5x stronger. I was very grateful for all of the physical muscle and yoga training I had been doing as my body held in a backward chair pose bend for what seemed like 10 minutes. My partners were energetically anchoring me so I could remain stable but there were moments when I wasn't sure how I could physically continue this position. Once the energy seemed to peak and level, I was able to move my body into an upright standing position, thank goodness. It was then our intuitive hit to join together on the bank of the waterfall stream and travel into the opened Stargate. We had created an energetic transport to carry us into the portal, and away we zoomed.
Traveling inter-dimensionally, I had the awareness of our surroundings in the woods, our bodies, but at the same time, an awareness of traveling through dimensions. After cruising through a tube like portal, we come to an abrupt stop and are now before another 'door.' One of my partners, Sam, had to unlock it by channeling a strange language that involved sound and tone frequencies. As she was doing this, I could sense dark beings multiplying and moving in, surrounding us. I felt like I was in a Star Wars movie, as I held them off, shooting frequencies of energy out of my hands, calling upon my guides and Arch Angels, definitely feeling my warrior coming out. What seemed like in the nick of time, Sam, got us through, and we zoomed once again, traveling through more dimensions before coming to another halt. Now before another door that is much larger and more complex to decode.
Sam's sister, Babs, is the one to decode this doorway. Babs had been carrying a code within her since she was a child and didn't realize it until that moment. She began working, and again, I sensed the darker beings not happy with what we were doing, as I continued to hold them off, and energetically support Babs. As Babs was working, all the sudden she burst into tears, sobbing, she was very frightened. I wasn't sure what was going on, but I assured her she was ok, there's nothing to be afraid of, and to be in her heart. She finally worked through whatever was going on and broke the code and away we went and were brought into our final destination within this Stargate. Much later when we were processing the experience, Babs revealed that she was told she would turn to stone if she told the secret- unlock the code- lies that the dark lords had told her as a young child.
When we arrived into this next space, we were greeted by 3 beings of which we discerned to be Lemurians, ancient beings from Atlantean times. They were so very grateful, pleased, and happy that we had opened the Stargate. The loving energy we felt from them was like no other love I have ever felt- all encompassing, pure love, very clear and healing. They gave us many gifts, that are still being revealed to me. My feeling is they upgraded my skills and ability to channel energy, as well as attuned us to their Lemurian energy- high loving, healing frequency. It was like they had been waiting for us and it felt like a very mutual partnership, the humans of the earth have to unlock these Stargates in order to allow these healing energies and 'secrets' of these golden ancient civilizations out. These beings want to help us evolve in our hearts, love and cherish each other, work in harmony and union. By opening these Stargates, I believe it unlocks this loving energy to aid in our shift in consciousness that is presently happening.
After spending some time with these beings of loving light, it was time for us to travel back to the 3rd/4th dimension that we came from. We jumped on our transporter and back it took us. It was like ascending from the bottom of the ocean floor up to the top of the sea. When we were fully out of the portal, we were quite altered. With the awareness of inter-dimensions, it felt something like an LSD trip- the surreal quality of surroundings. Our energetic frequencies were very elevated, making it challenging to be in the usual 3D/4D awareness. It took about 48 hours to acclimate to our Earth plane 4D existence.
From this experience, I am much more aware of the difference between 3D and 4D consciousness. Globally, we are all calibrating to 4D consciousness, and once you become aware of this, the shift feels more fluid/comfortable. It involves releasing fear, and being heart centered in compassion. I reside in 4D consciousness, and 5D when the energy in my environment can support it's higher frequency.
I am still processing what happened at the waterfall/stargate, and have been effected greatly by the upgrades the beings gave me. My energy channels throughout my body are 2x larger then before and I am now a walking portal, able to open one up anywhere. What I know thus far about using this portal, is that it is for manifesting, abundance, and love. Love is the key to abundance and this is what I am to teach, and bring forth the high frequency of Lemurian loving energy to all who wish to receive to transform the planet.
More to come about 4D consciousness- how to embrace and let go gracefully!
Friday, March 25, 2011
Ghost-Cat Visit
I have been missing my beloved cat, Willis, who passed in November, this week. His passing and the process that has followed has been profound on so many levels. He has become one of my spirit guides that works with me when others' dear pet friends are crossing over. I call upon him to comfort and guide pets during their transition process.
Last night, I was visiting with my neighbor who lives upstairs in my house, talking about Willis, and I intuitively decided to call him to me. Incredibly, here he came to me just as he would when he was embodied on the earth plane, but without his body. I have sensed his energy around before at times, but never this vividly. I was stroking his back and rubbing his face and whiskers with so much tactile & visual sensory, I could hardly believe it. He comfortably lay in my arms as I continued to pet his 'ghost body.' I intuitively heard him purring and enjoying the interactive ghostly connection too. My neighbor felt/sensed him as well. We both were truly floored and amazed. His sweet and happy energy was so very welcomed, I felt grateful to be able to have such an interaction!
I know Willis and I have shared many lives together in the past. The soul connection with him is strong, definitely a pet guardian angel of mine. My heart glows as I tune into him now writing this. Oh how blessed we all are!
Last night, I was visiting with my neighbor who lives upstairs in my house, talking about Willis, and I intuitively decided to call him to me. Incredibly, here he came to me just as he would when he was embodied on the earth plane, but without his body. I have sensed his energy around before at times, but never this vividly. I was stroking his back and rubbing his face and whiskers with so much tactile & visual sensory, I could hardly believe it. He comfortably lay in my arms as I continued to pet his 'ghost body.' I intuitively heard him purring and enjoying the interactive ghostly connection too. My neighbor felt/sensed him as well. We both were truly floored and amazed. His sweet and happy energy was so very welcomed, I felt grateful to be able to have such an interaction!
I know Willis and I have shared many lives together in the past. The soul connection with him is strong, definitely a pet guardian angel of mine. My heart glows as I tune into him now writing this. Oh how blessed we all are!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Alien Encounters of the 1st Time
I have been told that as one ascends to the Light of Truth, darker forces/entities are drawn to you, much like moths to a shining light. Throughout my spiritual journey, I have definitely experienced unbelievable, surreal phenomena, and have had my share of oppressive entity attachments. A 'negative' entity is a lower vibration of energy that can be an actual person who has passed on or something else that is non-human. When an entity is attached to you, most often one is not aware. Some signs that you may have an entity attachment, are feeling more angry or cantankerous then usual; suddenly liking things that you do not; unexplained physical symptoms, such as a soar back, neck, shoulder, etc. Entities attach to suck energy from you, and/or they want to hold you back from spreading more light in the world. It is relatively easy to release an attachment once you become aware of it.
The other night, I was asleep in bed. I experienced what is called, sleep paralysis, awake but still asleep. The body enters this state during REM to prevent a person from "acting out" a dream, the brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contractions. I have had this experience before, very frightening not able to move, and usually has been accompanied with some sort of ghost-like visitation. But the other night was like no other visitation I have ever had. I 'awoke' in the sleep paralysis state to an alien being holding my hands down with it's.
I was laying on my back, in my bed, my hands palms down, out from my chest. The alien had it's hands on top of each of mine, holding me down. The being's head was the classic alien look- big, egg-shaped, big eyes, no pupils, tiny nose and mouth, it's flesh was a very pale human skin tone. It had a tiny body, neck, arms and legs, dressed in a black suit, probably was 3-4 ft. tall. And this one was not the positive kind. Every time I resisted it, telling it to, "Get off me!," "Let me go!," "Get away from me!," it's face would scramble, much like a CGI effect in movies, showing a vicious expression for a split second, then go back to the expressionless alien face, continuing to repress me. I couldn't move at all, and when I could not get it off of me, I called for one of my main spiritual guides, Geofrey, to help me. After the third call for him, I woke up out of the state, flailing my arms back, the alien disappeared in a blink of an eye. Breathing deeply, I looked at my clock, it read 2 AM.
Laying there astonished, I wondered what the hell just happened?! My first intuitive thought was that was a dimensional visit, and immediately called on Archangel Michael to clear it away, clear me, and my entire living space. I then, reluctantly fell back asleep.
The next day, I was feeling very creeped out as it didn't seem like that was just a dream. I called my friend/colleague who is more experienced with these types of phenomena. She confirmed that yes, indeed, it was an alien entity who was up to no good. As she and I were talking, I could feel it's presence on my back. It's energy felt slimy, slithering around like a parasite, and as we talked more about how to get rid of it, I could feel how menacing it was and heard it tell me, "You're not going to be able to get rid of me." My friend said, alien entities, break the spiritual laws, in that, when you demand they leave, they don't. She directed me to surround it in the highest God consciousness Light that I resonate with- I picked, Jesus Christ, the Christos energy. I visualized this entity surrounded in the Christos energy, asking Jesus to take it away, into the Light, along with the aid of Archangel's, Michael, Raphael, and Gabriel. Then cleared myself of any residual energy. I felt much lighter after the entity was gone but felt a bit off physically, as my friend warned me that these entities are never happy when extricated.
That encounter of the 1st kind was wild, to say the least. I have been aware of prior entity attachments, but never shown so vividly what they look like in a sleep state. I am glad that it was revealed to me so I could get rid of it. I had been feeling slightly cantankerous for 2 weeks, as well as feeling like I have been in a fog for several months, I suspect it may be connected to this little 'guy.' I am very grateful for the awareness and for the Light Beings who assisted me! I will continue to do the work that I came here to do, despite the dark lords who attempt to foil and oppress. They cannot prevail if we do not feed them with our anger, spite, greed, and fear. We must learn to choose Love, and Love every moment, standing firmly in the Light.
The other night, I was asleep in bed. I experienced what is called, sleep paralysis, awake but still asleep. The body enters this state during REM to prevent a person from "acting out" a dream, the brain sends signals to inhibit any muscle contractions. I have had this experience before, very frightening not able to move, and usually has been accompanied with some sort of ghost-like visitation. But the other night was like no other visitation I have ever had. I 'awoke' in the sleep paralysis state to an alien being holding my hands down with it's.
I was laying on my back, in my bed, my hands palms down, out from my chest. The alien had it's hands on top of each of mine, holding me down. The being's head was the classic alien look- big, egg-shaped, big eyes, no pupils, tiny nose and mouth, it's flesh was a very pale human skin tone. It had a tiny body, neck, arms and legs, dressed in a black suit, probably was 3-4 ft. tall. And this one was not the positive kind. Every time I resisted it, telling it to, "Get off me!," "Let me go!," "Get away from me!," it's face would scramble, much like a CGI effect in movies, showing a vicious expression for a split second, then go back to the expressionless alien face, continuing to repress me. I couldn't move at all, and when I could not get it off of me, I called for one of my main spiritual guides, Geofrey, to help me. After the third call for him, I woke up out of the state, flailing my arms back, the alien disappeared in a blink of an eye. Breathing deeply, I looked at my clock, it read 2 AM.
Laying there astonished, I wondered what the hell just happened?! My first intuitive thought was that was a dimensional visit, and immediately called on Archangel Michael to clear it away, clear me, and my entire living space. I then, reluctantly fell back asleep.
The next day, I was feeling very creeped out as it didn't seem like that was just a dream. I called my friend/colleague who is more experienced with these types of phenomena. She confirmed that yes, indeed, it was an alien entity who was up to no good. As she and I were talking, I could feel it's presence on my back. It's energy felt slimy, slithering around like a parasite, and as we talked more about how to get rid of it, I could feel how menacing it was and heard it tell me, "You're not going to be able to get rid of me." My friend said, alien entities, break the spiritual laws, in that, when you demand they leave, they don't. She directed me to surround it in the highest God consciousness Light that I resonate with- I picked, Jesus Christ, the Christos energy. I visualized this entity surrounded in the Christos energy, asking Jesus to take it away, into the Light, along with the aid of Archangel's, Michael, Raphael, and Gabriel. Then cleared myself of any residual energy. I felt much lighter after the entity was gone but felt a bit off physically, as my friend warned me that these entities are never happy when extricated.
That encounter of the 1st kind was wild, to say the least. I have been aware of prior entity attachments, but never shown so vividly what they look like in a sleep state. I am glad that it was revealed to me so I could get rid of it. I had been feeling slightly cantankerous for 2 weeks, as well as feeling like I have been in a fog for several months, I suspect it may be connected to this little 'guy.' I am very grateful for the awareness and for the Light Beings who assisted me! I will continue to do the work that I came here to do, despite the dark lords who attempt to foil and oppress. They cannot prevail if we do not feed them with our anger, spite, greed, and fear. We must learn to choose Love, and Love every moment, standing firmly in the Light.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Restoration
Half alive and half dead.... energetically speaking. Still in my slumber, I am beginning to stir. Can't get up quite yet, but starting to move around. That place of still being under but getting ready to awake. Like swimming deep underwater on the bottom of the dark ocean floor, submerged. Half my body feels dormant. While the other half feels of new life, 'young.' Beginning to move out of this submerged state since being taken under in November. The past couple months have felt 'enclosed,' energetically. I still socialize, I love people, interacting with them. The extrovert part of me can't resist! But I have felt very introverted, spiritually. Climbing deep within. A self imposed dive inward without intending to, have been following this energy of exile. To fight and resist it would be painful. A serious practice of surrendering, letting go, and trusting. Becoming more free of emotional ties to people, places, things, dear ones. It has led me into a deep love. Moments of being in total love with myself, life, everything and everyone, pure states of loving bliss have deepened and increased. Learning about impersonal love and personal love free from the creations of fear. Transforming into something that is on its way. A new way of being. Becoming a stronger beacon of love, compassion and Truth. Sensing February/March, this new flower of awareness continues to bloom.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Stepping into 2011
The 1st day of the new year. I inhale a breath of fresh air. 2010 has been tremulous- up, down, sideways. My sense of 2011 is one of a harvesting year. I have a feeling the potentials within me and my outside world are going to bear fruit ready to pick. Here's what I believe is in store:
1. Meeting the Significant One
2. Private Practice expands to becoming more self sufficient of a full time job.
3.The One Gathering expands to partner with an established community of spiritual seekers- Attune crowd of 500+.
4. My lifestyle increases abundantly on all levels!
Life is such a marvelous ride~
1. Meeting the Significant One
2. Private Practice expands to becoming more self sufficient of a full time job.
3.The One Gathering expands to partner with an established community of spiritual seekers- Attune crowd of 500+.
4. My lifestyle increases abundantly on all levels!
Life is such a marvelous ride~
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